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probably  lost  came

3 channel video-sound-installation 2018

Nobody knows if what's going on in a person's brain

has something to do with reality outside of this person.

The so-called reality is constructed  changeable, temporary and subjective.

What happens when constructed reality goes astray?

There is emptiness; and everything can emerge from the void.

The video-sound installation is the reconstruction of this purely internal experience.  

Loose - familiar paths over into unknown fields,

in which she cannot recognize herself.  

Something comes in, at first lightly, as if from fog, almost imperceptibly,

bit by bit.

The won, the collections long ways,

accumulated like wave on the beach.

The direction is turning.  

Everything runs back to what is amorphous, behind the frame and shape.  

Or was it before?  

Form impressions, deform them into moments or people, into visions,  

to forests, papers, books, pictures, losses, maybe?  

And even anger and sadness are lost in unexpectedly blissful moments, maybe?  

Words do not conform to what she is experiencing.

That was a different life.  

Breathing, resting, in the last known,

Spaces, refuge, atmospheres, and waiting,  

while words, names, and deeds, and the wills fade.  

Nothing remains, the world sinks into the bottom of the flowing air.  

There, the movement itself, unrecognizable directions,  

that lead to nowhere, but they don't have to ...  

probably ... what for?  

Got lost

there remains emptiness, and emptiness can shine, can.  

To shine. Without. Title.